Okay, so I finally discovered that at least two people are reading this, so I pledge to write more often, lol!!!

I remember reading the journal of a figure competitor in training a few months ago, and she wrote that she felt bi-polar; well, I totally get that now!! Yesterday, I started the day frustrated and mad, and ready to not do the two September shows, but wait until a later date. Later in the day, I cried twice (at the gym, no less!). Today, I feel optimistic and on top of the world!!! I feel for those in close proximity to me!!! I hope I am good at appearing "normal", whatever that is!

My mom and her husband got here this afternoon, and will be staying until Friday. I am so excited to see them. Brennen and I haven't seen them since the beginning of March, and I was really missing them! Mom was thinking that Brennen would be scared of her at first, since he is only 19 months and most likely wouldn't remember them, but he took to them right away!! He has even said "grandma" and "grandpa" a few times, and kissed them both goodnight! It is so nice to see them all together, it warms my heart.

I got my PVL Whey Gourmet Cookies and Cream today and am sooooo excited! It is awesome and is going to get me through this comp. training!!! So, meals were on track, and I did my 45 m ss cardio before breakfast and will do abs later tonight!!!! Who knows what mood I'll be in tomorrow, but I'll be back! :)